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"Alex G songs to dig the hole deeper"
I am digging myself deeper into this pit, deeper than the pit in my stomach that forms when I think about my feelings. It is more poisonous than the pit of a cherry.
Is this youthfulness? Have I peaked already? I sure feel like it.
My name's Sandy, I'm 14 years oldMy insides are changingAnd right now I just wanna grow up
Sandy is how it feels to be a 14-year-old girl, and while I was 14 just 2 years ago now, I can't help but think that I will be sandy forever. Why does adolescence feel so alienating?
I think the reality of where I'm at in life is really hitting me right now. I previously posted about the Fig Tree Analogy, and I'm almost certain that the reason I'm being hit with all this again is that the reality of growing up and going to college in less than a year is really crashing down on me. I want to climb that tree and never come down because I cant look up at those figs from the bottom anymore.
"Sometimes I just wanna be happy" (sometimes - Alex G)
Forever the angsty teenage girl that finds comfort in music and books and movies, completely lost and unsure of herself </3
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